Thank you all for your encouragement and prayers lately, and again today. I really, really liked the Plastic Surgeon and his team! I am confident I am in great hands!
Also, I have cried more today than I have in a long time. Listening to the details and scenarios and also realizing HOW many unknowns there still are until they are in my face was quite a big pill to swallow. This is a major surgery and it’s gonna rock my world for the next 6-12 months.
The Dr. and his whole team were SO kind to me. They told me they hated that I was there and the reason why I was there. They hated how long I’ve been on this journey. They reminded me that I am so young for this and that this is major surgery. They also reminded me I am beautiful and they reassured me that they will do all they can to put me back together as best as they can.
I know I’m in great hands!
Please pray that the tumors are controlled and the roots haven’t spread too deep or wide. Also please pray for peace in my body and my mind. This is BY FAAAAR the most horrific and unnerving journey I have ever walked and my face is breaking out in painful sores that are caused by stress. I hear the “you are so brave” comments and I appreciate that but please know I am so freaked out as well!!!! True story, I turned white as a ghost and almost passed out at one point during our consultation today. This is all just nuts.
I truly can’t believe this is part of my story....
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